Sunday, November 13, 2005

How could the Falcons Lose??



Today I have not been into to it. If I were to write down on paper what I have done today it would seem like a run of the mill Sunday and that I did things that were for my benefit, but as I said, I have not been into it. I did things today out of duty, and it feels like I might as well have not done any of them. I woke up late and went to church alone; my stepson and my wife are somewhat of a package deal when it comes to church, so when she doesn’t go with me, I go alone. I could probably change that but I don’t feel the need to subject myself to that kind of rejection this early in my step parental relationship as my stepson is very clingy to his mother. The talks at church were on things that are difficult for me to hear, especially alone. My current ward is one where my former spouse attended with me so there are people I see every Sunday that were apart of the separation that occurred and know entirely too much dirt on me. Plus, for reasons I don’t feel at liberty to go into I am not able to really participate much. SO…days like today are not much fun. Worst of all… The Atlanta Falcons lost to the 1-7 Green Bay Packers…FOR THE LOVE??!!! Now it is the evening and I am bored out of my mind. So, today’s entry isn’t that important but I wanted to write. Anyway, my rant is over.
The next few weeks should be good weeks. I have business that is keeping me occupied and should give me the resources I need for the coming holiday season. Next weekend I leave to go to Oregon to see my kids and pick up my oldest daughter to bring her back here to my home for the Thanksgiving holiday. My parents are also coming to town for that holiday, so it will be a full house. It will be hard to not have my youngest daughter with me, but over time she will join her sister in the visits to Dad’s house. I really have a lot to be thankful for this holiday season.
I am sure that as time goes on I will become more candid in my writings in my blog. I have a lot of things in my head I don’t think I am ready to spill yet. The life that I have lived has a plethora of things to which I could write about, and I am sure that I will. But for now, this will do.

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